Yep, I've never been Happier.

It's funny how much my life has changed.. How I would say that I would never wanted children, how I would be so adamant about it when I said it. I look back now at myself now and want to shake myself and shout, 'You silly girl - you have no idea how happy having a child will make you!'.

Because, that is just it, I am so happy! I'm so happy that it's not possible to express it here on my blog, nor in a card or a letter, nor to anyone else, even to the loves of my life - Adam and Ethan. It's just something that cannot be expressed.

And I'm not going to pretend that it isn't hard, because it is. I'm not going to pretend that some most days I want to have a little cry because I can't even find time to get dressed or have some lunch. Some days I even feel that me; Alex, just doesn't matter anymore. But than I remember how much I do - I matter to Ethan, I matter to him the most in the world. I also matter to my Husband. So, who cares if I can't blog when I want to blog, or eat my dinner when it's hot.. That doesn't mean that I don't matter, no, that just means that I matter a lot. 

I like to look at my baby and my Husband (and my cats) and just watch them. I watch them because my heart feels so full - this is my family. I got the guy I wanted, I became his wife. I had his child... our child (and what a little cutie he is!). Throughout my pregnancy I thought I knew how life would be.. I thought I could imagine what Ethan would look like and what kind of things he would do, I thought I knew all of the things that we what we would do as a family, I spent hours daydreaming with excitement..

And all of those things that I thought.. 

Well... they came true.. it's just that in reality it is so much better!

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  1. Ohh hes adorable! so cute, glad your so happy :)

    lovely blog, would love you to follow mine back.


    Frankie xXx

  2. Such a lovely post! So nice to hear how happy you and your little family are :) x

  3. What a beautiful post! I'm so happy for you and your family.

  4. Lovely post - i think we all need to remember how lucky we are sometimes!

    p.s your little boys is gorgeous and the spit of your husband :)

  5. ♥ ♥ ♥ Beautiful!!

    Ethan looks so much like his daddy too :)

  6. Oh my gosh, that pic of you and Ethan is too cute!!! He is getting so big so fast!

  7. Oh my goodness. I could just gobble Ethan up! He is a little heart breaker in the making! x

  8. It is so great isn't it!!! Can't believe how much I love Sienna!


    Kerry X

  9. Your son is absolutely gorgeous!
    I hope I will have all this someday too. It was such a lovely post!

    Elodie x

  10. I love his little suspenders! So cute!